so tonight is one of those nights were i feel incredibly stupid, and totally hate myself for saying stupid things and being so insecure. i wonder if that is a psychological disorder of some sort. maybe i'm just tiring myself out too much. when i'm tired i start to think rubbish thoughts and say rubbish things. oh well live with no regrets heh..look who's the big hypocrite here..

So, to the only person i know reads my blog,
i'm really sorry if i asked those stupid questions just now, i should learn to trust you more, and not think so much. Remind me how much you mean to me once in a while alright?

Just thought of this song in the bathroom.

Come Holy Spirit
Fall afresh on me
Fill me with Your power
Satisfy my needs
Only You can make me whole
Give me strength and make me whole
Come Holy Spirit
Fall afresh on me