Insecurity. Everyone is insecure. It is what we choose to put our faith/trust in that defines how secure one is. Ironic isn't it? For example, many people put their security in academics. Why? because facts dont lie. That is the biggest argument for Facts VS Value, and House's biggest argument. And that is why he never lets anyone in.
oh well. beneath the cheery exterior, and the caring attitude, is the person who is most needy, gratifying ones crave for attention by trying to fulfill the needs of others need for attention. But then some would say cheerfulness and being caring is an overflow of one's character. Yea it is. But going that extra extra's mile requires more then character. it might also require a tunnel vision attitude in seeing someone happy, and gaining joy from that. RAWR what a whole lot of crap trying to be emo. but as the song says, "Lord You see me":)
opening myself to you ain't the easiest thing in the world for me to do. Everyone might think they know me, but people who really know me inside out thus far, i could probably count with 1 hand.
so generally, to anyone, many of the few who read my blog probably treasure our friendship, but know this, i need you as much as you need me:) most of the time we're just too proud/ignorant to be able to say it..
By right this post should end with a prayer or a verse to make it all Christian-like right, well God likes in my Heart. no point trying to act holy. Walk the talk:)
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